Submitted by Jane on Mon, 11/06/2007 - 2:24pm.



Today I was having a moment of crises. I was asking the existential
questions - why am I here? what should I be doing with my life? How
should I be spending this time in the fellowship? Am I getting things
right?
Mmm... So I thought I would take some time to
have a think about the activities I am engaging in as an Efellow and
see if I am spending my time in a worthwhile way. So here goes...
Time for intellectual debate - I have the time to be up to date on
the latest discussions in technology and education and to contribute my
thoughts to the public arena. I can read and contribute to debates, I
can take part in the Time 4 Online conference, I can chat with
international educators in Second Life, I can discuss with New Zealand
educators on Skype and I can talk to my colleagues face to face. I can
take all of these discussions and synthesise them and use my thoughts
to continue the discussions in these many different forums.
Time to read - In the crudest terms, 'you gotta get to give". I have
the time to read journals and books in the area of educational
technology to further inform my ideas and let me go further with the
conversations I am entering into.
Time to reflect - One question I have stopped to ask myself, is "Why
is this important?" and even, "Is this important?" Music is an
important part of life, but we don't insist that every teacher must
know how to play a musical instrument? Sport is an important part of
life, but we don't insist that every teacher be an accomplished
athlete. Why is it that we are asking all teachers to become
proficient in the use of technology? The answers to these questions
are for another blog post :)
Time to share - I have had time to prepare workshops (of much better
quality now I have the time to craft them!) for different conferences
and presentations. I have presented in person to large and small
groups from Early Childhood Educators throught to University students.
I have presented in an online conference and am crafting a submission
for another online conference. I am preparing three presentations for
Ulearn. In a nutshell I have the time to share what I am thinking
about and learning to much wider range of people. For example over
3500 people have viewed my online presentations.
Time to engage in research - Lastly I have the time to undertake a
research project and provide some evidence to answer the question I
posed earlier, "why is this important?"
Being an Efellow is definitely a privilege and a stretching,
learning, growing experience. I feel upside down and tumbled around.
I am questioning, reflecting, reading, sharing, talking, collaborating
and it is the ride of a lifetime.